Let’s try this again.

Finally I managed to regain the progress lost yesterday on the scarf, I am still irritated at my own inability to count to 40.

Today as I’m working, I have Netflix on in the background.Today as I’m working, I have the sound up louder than needed. That is because today I need to drown out the noise in my own head. 

Depression hits at random times, triggers through random means. It is at these moments that I find it most helpful to pick up my hook and create something. 

When I am able to channel my sadness, my anxiety into something tangible, then I begin to level out. 

If I can turn the emotional energy into something, then suddenly my depression and anxiety aren’t pointless. My feelings of uselessness fade away. 

I channel my soul into everything I make. My hook is my wand and I sacrifice my emotions to create a Hookcrux.